Decade of Pain

by Boors

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Our debut album as a full band!
decade of pain
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released June 14, 2018

Jon Scott - right guitar, vocals
Tony Tibbetts - left guitar
Frank Gilleese - bass
Zachary Ellsworth - drums

recorded in Tony's dad's art studio by Zachary Ellsworth
mixed by Zachary Ellsworth
mastered by Alex Wright

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Track Name: Regenerate Pt 2.
So this i tell you
I want to lose myself
in everything:
in love and loss and war and hate
it's all so numb
it's all so numb
but it's gonna be this time
Yes it's gotta be this time
cause this time it's gonna be
Feeling
when i lose control of myself
and i know that i know
and i know that i don't know why
but it's all that i know and i don't know why

I want to numb myself
don't want to know myself anymore
and knowing all this talking
it gets to be too much
when the fear of having nothing's too real for me
the only true contentment's feeling out of touch
and feeling
when i lose control of myself
and i know that i know
and i know that i don't know why
but it's all that i know and i don't know why
Track Name: Heartbeat Slow
I can feel you when my heartbeats slow
Keep letting it ring
Let me hear it one more time
Once more and again
and again
But don't you know it's a gas
when the heartbeats slow like a rhythm a rhythm of glass
and don't you know it's a gas
when the heartbeats slow
Track Name: Decade of Pain
Do i really feel this coming on
Is it the day is it today
I really need somebody to pull me through
this decade of pain

Talk to me, are things the same
here it's nothing but grey
and what a fitting welcome to
this decade of pain
Track Name: This Time
This time i won't put my faith to nothing
this time i won't feel this weight again
they say it gets better somewhere
i'm waiting for the answers still
it won't be this time
Track Name: Ten Years
Sometimes these thoughts surrounding my once clear visions they start to go
and you feel i'm getting nowhere
but i fear the things i know
cause it's hard when the walls have painted numbers
and it's hard when you know that door will close
i've got ten years now i see it in colors
a faint loss in heavy rows

I try and wait until you figure it out but the pressure to change is way too much
i don't want to try and figure it all out
or find the difference between right or wrong
cause this time i've seen what i can take
a small loss of life is a common mistake
i don't wanna try to figure it all out
hold on, i'll pick things up
Track Name: This Should Be Easy to Show
Maybe it's my biology
i hate the quick apology
i'm lying in the grass
with death and love and thoughts like that i know
it isn't easy to show

they say this feelings gonna last
but this ones come and gone too fast
i've kept it all inside
no need to question why i know
this should be easy to show

I'll stick around and hope you notice
some empty thoughts are loaded
i'll lay em out to see
maybe it's my biology
i know this should be easy to show
Track Name: Rash Decisions
Try this out for just one day
a sequence already known
i think a little just to feel my pain
i like to break things off
it's not my pride that gets in my way
but the feelings i have to show
these rash decisions i have to make
i'd like to tell me no
tell me no

Isolate myself thinking that's okay
i really just want for more
cause maybe i just feel that i'm still part of your brain
I've seen this happen before and i said
i'm watching everyone
can i want for everyone
no
Track Name: Another Sign
Is this not enough
the touch just don't mean much
i thought you said someday
i thought you said someday

you didn't see me now
i figured out and somehow
it's not an easy stay
it's not an easy stay

it's not all you can see
revealing heart so easily bleeds
i won't apologize
i won't apologize

again things are my fault
you're not wrong this is the result
it's not another sign
it's not another sign

i know i was so out of line
though they wave on i know it's fine
to look the other way
to look the other way

is this not enough
the touch just don't mean much
i thought you said someday
i heard you said someday
Track Name: Exit and Re-Entry
Where's the torch as a guiding light
it's dancing and waving
i'm still here
i'm still here
Exit and Re-Entry

But in these hours
we search for answers into which we cling
in these shallow hours
the thought of death's such a curious thing
and when i'm low
i'll take you with me to bring you there
and when i'm low i'll take you with me so i'm never alone
Exit and Re-Entry
Track Name: Closing In
I feel it all closing in
here on the floor your love's the same
and then it starts all over again
unending violence, passion and shame

i feel it all closing in
and then it starts all over again
and then it starts all over again

Look to someone hope for something to change
unending violence towards the people we blame
and then it starts all over again
unending violence, passion and shame

i feel it all closing in
i feel it all closing in
i feel it all closing in

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